Saturday, September 24, 2011

Blaring

Music so loud directly in my ears from the headphones so I can't hear the baby screaming and the hubby freaking out....  He doesn't know what to do!

And I do??  When he screams like that, I'm just as clueless.  I wanna freak out, too!  But you know what???  I CAN'T!!!  Nope!  Not allowed.  I am a stay at home mother struggling to understand programming to pass a class; struggling just as hard to understand the cries coming from the mouth of my 8 month old who can still only say "hi" and "mommy" without actually knowing what he's saying...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!

Why does that seem to be the most common phrase in this place?

Po1s0n

>.<

Monday, September 19, 2011

Just Some Thoughts

I like how you found a friend who happens to be a pastor of a church.  I'm glad for you.  Then why do I feel so left out?  I've met his wife once, and she's so quiet!  How can I get to know someone who doesn't even talk?  It's great that you're looking for a men's bible study, but what about me?  I need a break from the kid once in a while.  I need a social life!  And I need a CHRISTIAN social life!  I just don't know where to get it...

I'm gonna try not to care about your weight anymore.  I'm not going to complain when you want pop.  I'm not gonna say anything when you bring candy or pop to bed.  I won't even openly disbelieve you when you say you drink all water at work and tea at McD's.  I'm not even going to roll my eyes at you when you say you want something OTHER than water, because you've been drinking it so much.  And when you want to go out to eat?  The only reason I'm going to say no is because I'm trying so hard to save money.  We have food here than needs to be eaten.

You say you want to save money.  You say you want to lose weight.  Then why do you order those extra crab Rangoon when I tell you there's 7 of them in the fridge?  Do you really need to eat 8 one night and 7 the next day?  We need to eat out less often.  And we need to get healthier food for eating at home.  Granted, the healthier food is more expensive...

But like I said, I'm not going to care anymore.  I won't care about your weight; I won't care about your health.

Po1son.