Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Really need to rethink my friendships...

Most of my friends are immature or dicks or the nasty combination of both... Oh, and I forgot to mention just downright stupid.

Doing something against the rules?  Know the risk?  Do it anyway?  And then get mad when people talk and you get in trouble?  Stupidity.
Well, then again you are just being stupid by doing what you are doing anyway.  But since I'm your friend, I don't want to say anything.  Of course, it's not like we hang out a lot anyway so is your friendship *really* that important?  Then again, is it worth telling you that you are making a mistake and knew the risks so you shouldn't be mad that you were found out worth it?  You won't listen anyway... I know your type.
Especially when we warned you against this behavior in the first place.  Really need to start avoiding people under the age of 20 no matter how many things we have in common.

Then there are the ones who will gladly *want* to hang out, but when it comes to actually hanging out it's more out of their convenience.  And then not tell you when they are leaving your place when you're not there.  So much for actually hanging out.  I understand our schedules sucked, but COMMUNICATION!!!!!!!  And you never apologized...

I have like one really good Christian friend in this whole mess and I can't even get her alone to tell her what's really been on my heart lately and feel awkward bringing it up around her mother or grandkids... :(

So I'm pretty much alone.  And it sucks.

But hey I have work!  At least I can keep my mind off of things.  And I do enjoy hanging out with that one friend that I just mentioned.  The other friend that I hang out with is so totally ADHD that even the meds don't seem to be helping much.  I think of him as a little brother and he is older than me.  Yeah, that bad lol.
He's the one that talked and basically turned the first person in without meaning to.  She is very angry at him and I so want to tell her she knew the risks.

"If it's truly love, you could have waited to date until it wasn't a problem."  All I gotta say.

Po1s0n.