I've been thinking of you more often lately
And about how much I care for you
I just want you to be happy
Not like this
Beating yourself up again and again
I'm not even sure you realize you do it

You throw yourself into your work
Claiming it's what you love
But we both know
You're just hiding

And you won't look
Right under your nose
To find
Exactly what you're looking for.

[March 26, 2011]

So... I have decided I am going to be REAL no matter who sees this blog.  Now, that doesn't mean I won't beat around the bush and make a million hints and bunny trails that basically lead absolutely NOWHERE, but... I'm still going to be me.  And if I hurt your feelings?  Well, you'll probably get over it.

Poison.