How long can I really wait until I go tear up the bathroom in hopes of finding my leftover pregnancy test? Can I really wait until next month?
Every pregnancy is different, and I keep hearing about how miserable one gender made pregnancies and then how the other gender was different. I mean, I'm just tired and hungry all the time. The spotting could have been nothing. The occasional heartburn I get is normal... sometimes. Nausea? Not really... Except yesterday I had the last of the juice I made a couple of days ago without anything to eat and got sickish...
I don't think I'm overly emotional... maybe a tad cranky, but that's cuz I'm tired. But... I wasn't overly emotional with the little man either.
I'm not congested like I was the last time either.
However, my hips are already starting to hurt like they did when I was with him, but I haven't been to the chiropractor in forever either. Of course, normally that effects my neck and shoulders more than my hips, and there was a pain one day in my pelvic region, but it would be too early for that.. I mean, those started before the spotting... And with the little man, I had no clue until one day when I got seriously sick from shrimp and spotted with no period.
I could probably do this back and forth thing with myself all day, but I wouldn't have anything to show for it except more fear. I don't know how to wait a whole month (I told my husband a couple of weeks) before taking the dratted test.
I'm just making myself more impatient.
This is what I get for asking God not to be on my period while performing on stage.
Thanks, God.
Poison.
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